17 Flemming Dr.
Newburgh 12550
New York
7 October 2023
Dear Lucky,
You’ve been my best friend and loyal companion for the last seven years. I still remember the day I first got you, I didn’t think I’d end up loving you like a brother, after all you’re just a dog. But it didn’t take long for me to realize how wrong I was.
I remember the first time you ran away I felt terrified that I had just lost my new friend. However instead of running off into the sunset like I thought you would, you came back home on your own. That was the moment I realized you weren’t just some dumb dog that I’d have to constantly keep on a leash, you’re an intelligent being deserving of love just like any human.
You taught me that dogs and all creatures on this Earth have emotions and deserve to be treated with dignity and respect. Thanks to you I can say I’ve become a much more empathetic person than I was before and I now see all life as precious.
I remember I used to be so scared of dogs. When I was little I had my fair share of encounters with dogs that wanted to turn me into their next meal so I never had any trust in dogs but you changed that. I’m not the only one either, anyone who’s come to my house that’s had a fear of dogs always leaves unexpectedly having a newfound love for them after meeting you. You’re honestly one of the best representatives of your species.
Dogs don’t live long and you’re already getting up there in age so I know the day will come when I’ll have to say goodbye. Even typing this out is making me have to hold back some tears and I’m not a person who usually cries. Every day when I’m down and blue you seem to know even when no one else can and you’re always there for me so I don’t know what I’m gonna do when you’re gone. What I do know is I’m gonna make the most of however long we have left together and try to make every moment an eternity. Even once you’re gone the memories that I’ve shared with you will always be dear to me. Even if I’m alive for another 100 years you’ll still always live in my heart.
Thank you so much for being such an amazing friend, despite not being able to communicate with me you’ve taught me so much and I don’t even wanna think of who I’d be without you. I know you can’t read this letter but you can definitely sense how much I love you, that’s why we’re such great friends because I’ve never been great at expressing my feelings but with you no words have to be exchanged for you to know exactly what I mean.
With Much Love,
Yours Affectionately
ISMAEL MORILLO
17 Flemming Dr.
Newburgh 12550
New York
7 October 2023
Dear School,
Ever since you’ve been introduced into my life it has never been the same and I do not mean that in a good way. I still remember the day I realized just how much I hated you. It was all the way back in Pre-K when one day I just didn’t feel like going to school, I stupidly thought I had the choice. I still feel my bus driver’s massive hand gripping my wrist as he forcefully dragged me onto the bus whilst I cried and tried clinging onto my mom for dear life. Then when I got to school I spent the whole day in tears, I wasn’t even that mad I was in school, what pissed me off was the fact I had no say in the matter.
Eventually I just learned to accept it, there’s no way I can get out of going to school so I might as well just play along and get good grades until I graduate. That attitude lasted until seventh grade when I did something a little stupid. I skipped a whole month of school. I remember at first I thought I didn’t really feel like going to school that particular day so I’d take a self imposed break to mentally recover. Eventually that day turned into a month, after a while I just didn’t know how I would explain my absences when I returned so I kept skipping.
My parents knew nothing about this, every morning I would get dressed and pretend I was going to school but then I’d go into my basement and hide in a corner behind my pool table until my parents went to work. They found out after the school finally found a way to reach them and told them all about my truancy. After that day the last bit of freedom I had evaporated away. From then on my dad made sure to drive me to school everyday so I couldn’t have any opportunity to sneak away and my attendance was being watched over like it was 1984. I was also greeted with mountains of work I missed as soon as I got back and I felt trapped. Every class was suddenly ten times harder since I had no clue what was going on after being gone for so long and the days just dragged on.
I knew that there was no way I’d be able to do this until June but I had no way out. Until Covid came and saved the day. It was a temporary relief though since online school was just too easy to skip, so I practically never attended class. Those were some of my happiest days since I would spend every day just talking to my friends online and playing video games but also my saddest days since I pretty much had accepted that I had no future since I was failing all my classes and making practically no effort to change anything which made me really depressed. Eventually though with a small nudge from my science teacher, Mrs. Carbone I started attending my virtual classes again and just barely managed to scrape by.
To this day I still occasionally skip and I’m not the most prudent when it comes to handing in my assignments however I haven’t done anything like what I did back in middle school. I don’t like school now though, I just put up with it cause I know there’s no alternative. I’m old enough to drop out now but I think I’ll just tough it out until 2025 cause I’ve made it this far and there isn’t much left.
I know this isn’t much of a hate letter and more just the story of how I’ve spent less days in school than most freshmen, however I kind of already said the main thing that causes me to hate this place so much, the fact I’ve never had a choice in the matter. Every day I’m here it feels like I’m giving up my freedom, as immature of a mindset as that is I just can’t seem to shake it no matter how hard I try. For as long as I live I’ll hate school because it’s one of the first things that taught me I don’t have control over my own life and I guess that’s one of the bitter facts of life I just can’t accept.
With Bitterness & Resentment,
Yours Disdainfully
ISMAEL MORILLO